Tuesday, 8 January 2008

And another one bites the dust

I do think I'm having a run of bad luck really. Friday - Tim tells me he can't come and see me because he is busy all weekend, far too much work but it will be Monday. Monday morning, early doors, a text. "Morning gorgeous. Need a late night visitor tonight?" to which I obviously reply in the affirmative.

Hear nothing from him all day - so what's new? 9.30 I text to say "how late is late?" Nothing. 10.30 I went to bed. Woke up this morning, still nothing so I text him with - how crap are you at keeping in touch. No kisses! Now I'm leaving it. Fuck him.

In other news, I am meeting up with furry boy on Friday evening. He is lovely, very sweet, gentle, very encouraging. Could be fun....

x

Thursday, 3 January 2008

New Year's Eve and reflection time




So NYE was spent at a fetish club but unlike Hades, this was a totally mixed bag. Full of swingers in street clothes for a start. Got a bit tied up with Jahc99 from IC and flogged. Fun actually - he is quite an intense old soul immediately fell into sub role. Also chatted to a couple who were very D/s and beautifully balanced and matched with it.

Went out with my best mate Tim (as opposed to the man I hope is mine Tim!) and he was great and very supportive and a laugh and I appreciate everything he did for me that night as it wasn't his scene and it was all about me.

So - what a year. 2007 was the year that I split up with my husband, the year of the discovery of self, the selfishness, the deep dark desires. Think 2008 should be more settled. Well I hope it will be!

PS In a week I had sex with 4 men over 7 days. That is a way to end a year. Slag