I'm sitting in your house, breathing in your smell, looking at your things, remembering our times. You're not here but the happiness of just being back somewhere I consider to be my most chilled place ever is immense. Oh I wish you were here, no doubt about that but actually the physicality of just being here is making me feel relaxed. Strange that. I can't stop smiling - looking at the sofa (remembering being bent over being caned by you, or practicing flogging, or wrapped up in a towel looking at you with trepidation or, more usually, blissed out spaciness), the stairs (running up them to go to bed so we can snuggle), the dining room table (just :-) as you know), your bed (happy mornings, happy evenings, wonderful nights), even your kitchen where I make us food.
Funny how something so normal as being in your house can make my heart beat just a little bit faster. But the main thing is how many happy memories are tied up here already (by my life my boy) and how many more are yet to come.
I love you daddy and I can't wait to see you tomorrow xxxxxx
Wednesday, 21 October 2009
Sunday, 18 October 2009
First....
....needles
....knives
....collar
....spanking
....party
...chillies (first and only!)
...nails (yours and mine)
...tsunami of squirting (*blush*)
...nipple enjoyment
...violet wand
....breath play
...tattoo
....cut(s)
...absolute peace
...whip
...cane
...deep bliss
...sub space
....year
Wow.
And what a year it's been. It's gone so fast yet so much has happened. There's been some wobbles from me and so much support from you. There's been accidents in the kitchen - yours, Eve's - all involving me! There's been trips to London, to dinner, to friends, to clubs. There's been you and me enjoying just being with music, TV and the papers. There's been work and stress and tears and frustration. There's been pain (not of the good sort), there's been laughter.
But most of all there's been you. Always there with a calming hand, a gentle word, a complete understanding of things. I know I keep saying it but thank you so much for everything you have done and continue to do. For all the things we do together and all the things yet to come - thank you.
I love you daddy xxxxxxx
PS Next year will be even better!
....knives
....collar
....spanking
....party
...chillies (first and only!)
...nails (yours and mine)
...tsunami of squirting (*blush*)
...nipple enjoyment
...violet wand
....breath play
...tattoo
....cut(s)
...absolute peace
...whip
...cane
...deep bliss
...sub space
....year
Wow.
And what a year it's been. It's gone so fast yet so much has happened. There's been some wobbles from me and so much support from you. There's been accidents in the kitchen - yours, Eve's - all involving me! There's been trips to London, to dinner, to friends, to clubs. There's been you and me enjoying just being with music, TV and the papers. There's been work and stress and tears and frustration. There's been pain (not of the good sort), there's been laughter.
But most of all there's been you. Always there with a calming hand, a gentle word, a complete understanding of things. I know I keep saying it but thank you so much for everything you have done and continue to do. For all the things we do together and all the things yet to come - thank you.
I love you daddy xxxxxxx
PS Next year will be even better!
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