Ingredients

So what makes the perfect mix? For a relationship? For a party? For a conversation? For a laugh?

I know and I've got it :-D!

It's a carefully mixed set of parameters - love, respect, a sense of fun, an open-mind, a carefree approach and lots of chocolate cake. For my birthday, my dear daddy and my dear friends put together such a good night.

We had (in no particular order):

Me in a latex dress for the first time - whoooop!
Stunning display of fire whipping

40 needles and a lovely red ribbon
Blood

'His' carved into my backside

A PVC red catsuit and a short new hair-cut
My sister, her girlfriend, my very vanilla but totally liberated neighbour, lots of kinksters
Whips on my bottom and between my legs
Flogger - hard and soft, thumping and caressing
A cane - gentle persistence then, with a flick of the wrist, a more stinging blow
Knives - shiver. Lovely gorgeous cold steel held by a deft hand, the other keeping a calming presence on the back of my head
The shakes
A high like a haven't had for such a long time! Unable to focus, unable to hold a conversation - just an utterly blissful floating and out of body experience that lasted until we got to bed at 3am
Take That in the car
Naked men, a t-girl, rope, smiles, laughter, questions, grins, hand-holding, chuckles

And love. Love love love love love. Deep, knee trembling, tummy wriggling love.

Wow.

I love you daddy and thank you for giving me so much xxxxxxxx

How deep is your love?

Secret smile

The smile that I carry inside when I think about you but also the one that only comes out when you and I are deeply, intensely together. The smile that says "I am yours, you understand me, you own me, you hold me, you get me"


And who would have thought that the laying of a carpet from Tunisia would have so much significance :-)

I love you. Thank you for a gently loving birthday evening with a promise of more to come.

xxxx