I thought I could....

I thought I could.....
just for once feel at peace with the world

I thought I could....
have a laugh and check out your facebook page

I thought I could...
trust you

I thought I could...
cope with the 'truth' that hangs between us

I thought I could...
just have a little peek to see what you were up to

I thought I could....
cope with reading you call someone 'heavenly creature' and tell someone else 'you wish you were closer' and that 'they suck beautifully'

I thought I could...
get over the betrayal that you continue to show

I thought I could...
get over my 'issues' that seem to invade my thoughts about 'compromise' and 'limiting' and 'settling'

I thought I could...
understand that what we had was individual, EXCLUSIVE, important

I thought I could...
block it all out and not care

BUT I DO

Why should I narrow my expectations, my hopes and my desires for someone who still appears not to be able to tell the truth, to communicate, to be appreciative of what he has?

I thought I could...
but clearly YOU can't