And then there was more....

"I haven't finished with you yet" you said after you had untied the ropes. And inside I was hoping for a beating because you had said you wanted to do that ....

And then I was face down on the bed, bracing my knees against the mattress, mouth open, hands clenched in front of my eyes waiting for the first strike to land. But you were gentle, just tap tap tap with a cane on my arse before a proper swing - lights floated in front of my closed eyes, my head pounded as I realised I hadn't been breathing. I had to lie still. I had to concentrate on not flinching, moving, wriggling or swearing. I think I just about managed but not all four together. Thuddy cane, whippy cane, in between nails scratched down my back. And at some point the knife again - feeling a swirl (could it be a 'D'? please let it be a 'D') and the warm coolness of the blade.

Spanking, scratching, caning. It started to hurt but I also never wanted it to stop.

Then the flogger. Gentle licks with the leather but suddenly force and intensity as well. I felt like the air was being pushed out of my lungs as I stretched out further, hands above my head, mouth chewing duvet to stop myself from screaming. Strange noises too - deep animal noises I made.

At one point you felt between my legs "how wet is my slut" and it felt absolutely amazing as you held me with one finger deep inside and I just wanted to stay like that forever. You got to my core - my head, my pussy - absolutely deep inside me in that one movement.

Chronological problems again - there was much spanking and scratching and maybe some more caning and flogging and it all melted into one as suddenly I just had to move and to curl up and to surrender. So frustrating - as soon as it finished I wanted more. You did say "just once more" which was great as I could focus on just once more. Although obviously it wasn't just once more but it gave me much needed respite so thank you.

As with every single time we have played, you know exactly when to stop, start and what to do. And then I was on my back, you sat on the edge of the bed, strong arm around my waist as you played and played with my clit against the magic wand. I know I love writing but there is nothing that explains what an amazing sensation this is. You are controlling my orgasm, the orgasm that has been building for so many days so that when it finally comes, it is a whole body, entire head feeling and not just the pithy little quiver that I have experienced for so long. Ok, so you crossed the line again (!) when you didn't take the wand away from my clit and just kept it there so that I melted into a wave of post orgasmic, pre orgasmic plateau blah blah blah head spinning, too too much pleasure. Thank you.

And your smile and your chuckle when i finally pushed the machine away. I wanted a cuddle and a kiss. You were there.

Then there were chips in bed! And dramas with radiators. And it took me about 2 hours to stop feeling floaty and to feel like I could speak again. So we went to bed to watch a film. I love you so much. But I wanted you to know that so I started being a little bit tarty, running my hands over you and just as I was about to go down and start concentrating on your cock you said "I want you to suck it and make it hard" and i did. I so wanted to feel you inside me but I also wanted to give you as much of a mind-blowing session as you had given me so I resisted.

Feeling you cum over my face, neck and tits and having you rub it in ranks up there with the best of the experiences. Such a simple act but so so powerful and amazing. And I felt like your slut. And I still feel like your slut and look forward to lots more moments.

I slept so well on Sunday night. Better than i have for ages.

You are amazing. I love you xxx

UPDATE (from what you have told me)
So it was clothes pegs coming off that caused that immense pain
You did actually drink my blood
You did cut two 'D' shapes into me - left hip at the front and on my bottom
The needles went in below the nipple and straight through - one in each

Lessons?
Patience
Determination
Not letting things overwhelm me
Utter trust