Everything

I have just read through my blog from the first time I met you through to today.

We have done so much together. We don't play as much, for as long, or with as much intensity as we used to. I miss that.

You don't ask me about my desires as much as you used to - you don't probe and make me squirm, make me tell you things. I miss that.

We still haven't done all the things you have talked about - those things that usually start with you saying 'I can picture you....' but I'm used to you building up ideas in my head and then never following through so I don't miss that.

I seem to have missed everything.

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