The Return

I'm so relaxed and chilled this morning although I have a headache.

This time yesterday my head was crowded, I was distressed, upset, worried, panicky and unsure.

What changed?

Being in my daddy's arms again of course.

So really all that happened was a big, long, huge, lying down, in bed, naked hug. But in reality what happened was you said, without words, "I'm proud of you, we will get through this, I love and adore and want you, you are mine" You interspersed tenderness with talons and twisting, holding me tight throughout. I could clear my head almost immediately as your big strong hands took my face, throat, nipples, arse and back as their own.

I texted you on Wednesday night to say I just wanted to be under your hands and that is exactly what you did for me last night. Practical "it will be okay" type conversations didn't need to happen - what needed to happen was abandon and once again, you absolutely made that happen for me.

You amaze me. I said last night that it felt like my head was fizzing - if you can imagine an effervescent vitamin c tablet dissolving in a glass of water, that was me. Everything was tingling.

Thank you daddy xxxxxx