D - you. What you are, how you are, why you are. Strong and steadfast, understanding of me and my yo-yo emotions. My rock but also my friend, the person with whom I would gladly spend all day doing nothing - just being.
s - that's me but it's also now what is making me. Helping me to make sense of the jumble of emotions that has plagued me for too long. Giving me strength through its very existence. The peace I felt, as if a shutter was being drawn, as you held me down, straddled my legs, used the scalpel to make your mark was the most intense sensation yet. A cacophony of noise and frustration and worry silenced in a moment as the metal met my flesh. A shutter being drawn but also a window being opened. The most incredible sensation to date - peace, quiet, other-wordly almost. Stinging pain, skin being held taut but also opening, the dab of the cotton wool as you went about your work - joining D with s. The two together making a whole.
Wow xxx
No comments:
Post a Comment